Monday and all is not rosey

Martyndeva on Kagoul as well as other places is a complete and utter twat!

The guy is barely out of nappies yet he supposes to tell the rest of us that we don’t understand life, that life is just an illusion, there is no such thing as love, we just create it to make ourselves feel better when we realise we cannot understand someone else, he seems to genuinely believe that he knows the answer to life itself, the man is an idiot of the highest order … and his face is crooked too!

I am still trying to get social services to get an extra day sorted for Jermaine to go into respite, the thought of paying £120 more for a week fewer holidays really doesn’t appeal to me and we do so need a holiday even if we can’t afford one!

Angry with me for not booking our Disney holiday but there is still time for that one. Also feeling guilty leaving Matt in charge so often. Sure, I can justify it on so many different levels but that doesn’t make it right.

It is Zoey’s birthday today. Couldn’t think of anything to get her so took her out for a meal instead which I think she enjoyed though she left most of it.

Jermaine is sleeping again, he needs his blood sugars checked. But then, he is hardly eating anything so maintaining his correct levels is nigh on impossible. I did at least manage to get him to shit in the toilet for a change, which was a relief!

I seem to spend all my time online yet keep missing the guys I want to speak to which is really annoying me.

OK, today is not the best Monday ever but then, not the worst either, we all have to have off days now and then.

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You Bloody Idiot

I had a really enjoyable time in Meltham with Stan and Pete, even that walk against the wind up the pub on Saturday evening in a blizzard was fun. On the way there I thought it’d be fun to take some pictures of the car in the snow. I had not realised just how windy it was, I seriously thought my door was stuck when I tried to open it but it was just being pressurised by the forces outside. I am lucky really the wind had not been behind me else the door would have been ripped off. On the way back on Sunday I paid a visit to Sue in Sheffield. I like Sue and she is a great conversationalist. The journey was not without incident as the satnav kept failing and crashing and just became useless. I eventually tracked the problem down to the loudspeaker connection for the mount and once I’d removed that it was stable and guided me well to Sue’s door. I am really happy to report that the steroid injection I had last week as helped ease my pain. I still have the pain but it is not restricting me ...

2 Weeks in

Amazing as it seems I am two weeks through my visit here. Some might be getting a little confused about why I am here. There is only one important reason and that is to be with Dennis. This isn’t a vacation to me, it’s just about having to travel to the Philippines because it is where Dennis happens to be. I’m still in very regular contact with home dealing with daily issues, the council, social services and so on. I am geographically away from it but technically still connected. Obviously it’s cool to wander into Manila and see the place, travel in a Jeepney and so on. Wandering around the malls is fun but it is who I am with rather than where I am that matters most to me. Highlights for me, apart from every second I spend with Dennis have to be meeting family and friends. Veronica and her family and Imee of course who has kept me entertained for hours with conversation about anything and everything Ireneo too tries real hard wit...

Not a good day

Today is a very emotional one for me. I have no idea why that would be the case but apparently it is. For a day that had nothing pre-arranged this one has turned out quite busy. First, I agreed to take Matt for breakfast though I wasn't really hungry. He was being quite argumentative in the morning about some thing or other, I don't recall what exactly but some matter of politics where he was going to argue the toss whilst knowing little or nothing about it. But, even so, I was quite upbeat as Jermaine had gone to school on time ... no, scrub that, i was upbeat until I yet again had to tell Zoey to get her arse out of her room, downstairs, do her chores and get to school, that is when this day started to go downward. I spent way too much money on a new doorbell, true, we needed one but not one that cost nearly £50! This too has not helped. I went to see a garage that can fit parking sensors to my car, all well and good but they needed me to supply paint to match the circles up ...

Steve from England

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