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Nearly June Update

Have you seen this man?   That's my other self on GTA V, Robin Banks. I think he looks just like the bloke I think I should look like but don't! Next week I shall be 52. I've always been a little nervous of being 52 as it is the age my mum died at. True, there are no similarities between her and me health-wise. But, even so, it sort of also brings it home to me just how young she was when she died, how much life she didn't live. By comparison I am so much more fortunate. She never knew her grandchildren and she ended up with 6 of them. She never knew her great-grandchildren either and there are 4 of those. Most upsetting for me personally is that she never got to know me either. To her I was probably this stupidly introvert weird kid who had little respect for her (because I had sex in her house) and who had got this girl she didn't much like pregnant. She never got to know the person I couldn't be then but later become and that's sad because I would have li...