Steve from England

Sorry I have not blogged much of late. Many may have me as a friend on Facebook where I tend to post the latest trivia about me. Short one line comments which don’t justify a blog entry. Another slight problem is that, for various reasons I cannot blog about some current events in my life. If you really want to know you will have to email me personally. So, what can I write about? Well, I seem to have had one illness after another for the past few weeks and am getting a little tired of it. My body is a bit of a mess but, I’ll get over this. I am also finding that this being an employer thing is tiring and, sometimes, frustrating. It can mean difficult decisions. Things are looking good for this year, I have a hope that this could be one of the best years in a long time so I am prepared to overlook the current illness and shaky start to events and look forward.

Sorry I have not blogged much of late. Many may have me as a friend on Facebook where I tend to post the latest trivia about me. Short one line comments which don’t justify a blog entry. Another slight problem is that, for various reasons I cannot blog about some current events in my life. If you really want to know you will have to email me personally. So, what can I write about? Well, I seem to have had one illness after another for the past few weeks and am getting a little tired of it. My body is a bit of a mess but, I’ll get over this. I am also finding that this being an employer thing is tiring and, sometimes, frustrating. It can mean difficult decisions. Things are looking good for this year, I have a hope that this could be one of the best years in a long time so I am prepared to overlook the current illness and shaky start to events and look forward.

I prayed. I asked, show me the way, what to do because I feel helpless in how to do the right thing for Josh, for Daisy, Sean and Javis. In the morning I thought something I thought unthinkable last night … suggest Daisy and Sean sit down with Javis as adults, concede they may have been hasty on Weds and see what happens. In my mind I expected Javis to graciously accept their apology, acknowledge he was wrong, stop blaming me for everything and agree to finally put right all the lies he has told about us since 2009. I am not sure how that would have answered my prayer but it seemed the right thing to do. What happened did answer my prayer. He was rude and dismissive. He refused to apologise for anything or so much as agree he could be wrong. He won’t undo the lies he has done, he just added more lies to the list and he insulted me. Finally, after all this time, I see the light. There is nothing I can do for Javis, he is beyond hope. What I can do is protect my grandson as much as

I prayed. I asked, show me the way, what to do because I feel helpless in how to do the right thing for Josh, for Daisy, Sean and Javis. In the morning I thought something I thought unthinkable last night … suggest Daisy and Sean sit down with Javis as adults, concede they may have been hasty on Weds and see what happens. In my mind I expected Javis to graciously accept their apology, acknowledge he was wrong, stop blaming me for everything and agree to finally put right all the lies he has told about us since 2009. I am not sure how that would have answered my prayer but it seemed the right thing to do. What happened did answer my prayer. He was rude and dismissive. He refused to apologise for anything or so much as agree he could be wrong. He won’t undo the lies he has done, he just added more lies to the list and he insulted me. Finally, after all this time, I see the light. There is nothing I can do for Javis, he is beyond hope. What I can do is protect my grandson as much as

Or so the satnav says1 Magic wands, anyone know where to buy one? I want to be able to make everyone I care about happy all of the time.

Or so the satnav says1 Magic wands, anyone know where to buy one? I want to be able to make everyone I care about happy all of the time.