Too much ‘stuff’ going on!

First, actually, no particular order …

I hurt, my joints ache, I feel stupid and frustrated by it.

My emotions are all over the place. Just when I think I have a grip on something and life is sorted, another wave of issues starts. That’s really frustrating and exhausting, even nice things are becoming too stressful. The uncertainties if life in connection with those around me right now is driving me nuts. I need to be able to trust all the people in my life and I simply can’t. Because I can’t I am stuck, I have never been able to be with liars, help them or like them. I feel it as low as it is possible to go to lie to someone we say we care for. It’s too many people and grrrr!

I don’t like what this government are doing. I feel that we are heading almost down the Hitler route. The government seems intent on ‘blaming’ parts of society, and those least connected to themselves, for the current state of the country. It is putting pressure on me as my future is looking very uncertain through no fault of my own. I don’t like it and it is not fair.

My hearing aids whistling nearly all the time is totally pissing me off. I don’t seem to be able to see properly a lot of the time either and I have had warning migraine’s way too frequently and a whole loads of grey hairs.

I want to sleep and stay sleeping so I can avoid dealing with anyone other then me for a while, that’s just impossible

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Budget Day

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The soundtrack of my life

Oh dear

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