Too much ‘stuff’ going on!

First, actually, no particular order …

I hurt, my joints ache, I feel stupid and frustrated by it.

My emotions are all over the place. Just when I think I have a grip on something and life is sorted, another wave of issues starts. That’s really frustrating and exhausting, even nice things are becoming too stressful. The uncertainties if life in connection with those around me right now is driving me nuts. I need to be able to trust all the people in my life and I simply can’t. Because I can’t I am stuck, I have never been able to be with liars, help them or like them. I feel it as low as it is possible to go to lie to someone we say we care for. It’s too many people and grrrr!

I don’t like what this government are doing. I feel that we are heading almost down the Hitler route. The government seems intent on ‘blaming’ parts of society, and those least connected to themselves, for the current state of the country. It is putting pressure on me as my future is looking very uncertain through no fault of my own. I don’t like it and it is not fair.

My hearing aids whistling nearly all the time is totally pissing me off. I don’t seem to be able to see properly a lot of the time either and I have had warning migraine’s way too frequently and a whole loads of grey hairs.

I want to sleep and stay sleeping so I can avoid dealing with anyone other then me for a while, that’s just impossible

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Budget Day

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Not a good day

Today is a very emotional one for me. I have no idea why that would be the case but apparently it is. For a day that had nothing pre-arranged this one has turned out quite busy. First, I agreed to take Matt for breakfast though I wasn't really hungry. He was being quite argumentative in the morning about some thing or other, I don't recall what exactly but some matter of politics where he was going to argue the toss whilst knowing little or nothing about it. But, even so, I was quite upbeat as Jermaine had gone to school on time ... no, scrub that, i was upbeat until I yet again had to tell Zoey to get her arse out of her room, downstairs, do her chores and get to school, that is when this day started to go downward. I spent way too much money on a new doorbell, true, we needed one but not one that cost nearly £50! This too has not helped. I went to see a garage that can fit parking sensors to my car, all well and good but they needed me to supply paint to match the circles up ...

Steve from England

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