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So flippin' tired

For reasons I don't understand I am feeling tired all of the time regardless of how much sleep I get. It's weird because it feels like tiredness yet it also doesn't. It's almost like my body wants to shut down for some reason yet doesn't actually have the 'need' to shut down so maybe it's a mental thing?

I am feeling depressed at the moment but that has only happened since I started feeling so tired whereas I'd have expected it to be the other way around. I feel depressed because I feel so drained and don't have the energy to do anything. I cannot think of any particular reason for me to feel depressed, no more than usual anyway.

Oh well, it'll probably sort itself out given time, these things normally do.

What is annoying me too is that I feel down about just about everything, feel a little paranoid like no one really likes me, I am not good at anything, you know, classic depression symptoms yet, on another level, I don't feel like that at all.

Suggestions and answers on a postcard please!

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